Some weirdos

Don't understand.. I really don't understand..

She use to be with him..
She say he sux..
She say he is a very lousy guy..
She say he is a "LAN ren"..
She somehow convince us that he really stinks and sux big time..

But now she is crawling back to him.. WTH.

As friends of hers, we are glad that such lousy guy had choosen to leave her, so she can have a better catch in the future.. Thus we kept reminding her not to be so nice to that guy, leave him for good.. Initially, she also agreed.. But now, she went back sticking to him.. But they are not together yet..
Call me bias or whatever, but I really feel he sux.. From the way she tell me how he treated her last time, I almost don't see any nice side of him at all.. I did ask her about his nice side, its just like those simple very very basic, a normal guy will treat any girl.. Nothing special at all.. Nothing..

He is like petty, always think that people black face and don't like him.. Wahahaha, well can't we be born with a black face.. But the don't like him part is so true, cause his ex-gf somehow convince us, and from his action.. Its like action speaks louder then words.. I see how he treated her, and no any guys I know have ever done that.. Just so PETTY can.. So petty..
And now she is telling us not to be so prejudice and bias towards him..
How can man.. You gave us this first impression and we see it by our own eyes.. Plus somemore, he did nothing to change the impression we have of him.. So just too bad la..

Now she choose to go to his side, waiting for this one fine day that he will as for a patch.. But I think its like NEVER.. Even if he does, its not out of pure love he patches with her.. So she is going to wait for him forever? Blindly waiting, and misses all the other chances..
What she says never matches what she does..

I'm just so utterly disappointed with her.. Told her you have to be strong and move on.. She nearly made it.. But I don't know what the hell she is doing.. And that guy also.. It is so darn obvious she cant get over him.. Why does he still like give her slightly little tiny weeney hope..

Anyway, it takes 2 hands to clap.. Just give up on her la.. Not worth it to care so much for this kind of people.. It will just upsad me only.. And makes me feel like an idiot/ jackass..
Well, just give up on her and forget about it.. Cause of him, she aeroplane don't know how many times and not a single apologies..
(*PS: I'm a petty girl too.. loL.. Mr Bee know best)

She don't contact me, I will not contact her.. Thats it..

Finally wireless

Finally I can connect wireless-ly using my lappy.. Hahaha, thanks to Mr Bee.. He gave me his wireless router and help me with the connection.. I should feel happy right ?!? But apparently I'm not.. I somehow feels guilty, apologetic, useless and bad about it..

So sorry that I have to trouble you with the set up of the router, trust me, you are the last one I will ever trouble to do anything.. I've tried setting up, really.. Asked around, called the help line (but they refuse to help me).. I know you tried first time and it don't work, but that time we didn't call the help line.. And its because the router is registered under your name, you are the first user, that's why they refuse to help me.. Not that I don't want to fake as you, but I'm afraid that thet have your profile at their side, cause you had register your router with them when you purchase it. and while checking my identity, they had your profile as reference.. But I should have just fake it then ask you to come help me.. Maybe should have just bought a wireless modem instead.. But its just that, since it can be use then don't waste money ma..

Cause its like since you send me home, then can sun bian help ma.. But its like a hassel to you.. I know you don't like.. But but.. Sigh.. Don't wanna say anything much.. I'm just plain plain useless..

But I don't understand, I'm your GF, why you don't want to help me.. You got help la, after I asked and you came like as if I put a parang on your neck, forcing you like that.. Last time you won't like this de.. Is it personality changes as the weather change?!? Or is it the favours I can asked from you had all been used up?!? I really hope this is the last time I'll ever ask help from you again.. I'll constantly remind myself about this.. So don't worry, I'll not bother you with anything, be it big or small matters.. Ok..
Happy =) ... Great..

Anyway, thanks for your help.. Else purchasing a laptop will be like the following equation :
( Buy lappy = waste money + waste time + waste effort)

haha, at least now can surf net le la.. Thanks alot..

Really thanks...





But shit, why I'm feeling very bad and guilty about it.. I'm just so useless la.. Told myself have to be independent, not to rely on you, yet I still ask help from you.. Kinda "Orbi" that I will feel this way.. Punishment for not able to keep what I say.. Really is "Orbi good x 10 times".

But then seriously, if I don't ask help from you, then you want me to turn to who? If I don't depend on you then I depend on who?
Quoted from a magazine " why does a girl need that guy if she cant depend on him. And if she is to get so independent, then there's no need to have a BF, cause she don't need anyone to depend on. " Well well, I cant help but agree to it.. What are your say..
Or ultimately you want me to find another shoulder that I can lean on? Haha, too bad, my market is very bad.. So that can never happen.. But I also won't do such thing, that will just be too sluty of me.. Well well, I'll just get over-stressed, unhappy and vexed then fall and drop dead.. This will ultimaley the best choice of all.. So I will can be your loyal GF, always stand by you till the last breath I have.. Haha, seems to get abit too carried away..

*Sigh*

What the hell man... Someone please tell me..
Haix... Getting something done, but I'm not happy at all..

So conclusion......

Buy lappy = Trouble + sickening + guilt..

Should just drop dead and die, so I won't waste the oxygen on earth.. Damm it !!!!!

Detached from the world

I'm such a blur cock..

When I reached office this morning, I realise I didn't bring my HP out.. Feel so lonely, so detached, so weird, yet very quite..

Its always like, when you didn't bring your phone out, the whole world will be calling you.. If your phone is by your side, no one will find you.. Especially my GM, when I don't bring HP, she will sms me.. Flip, this is the 2nd time le.. Lucky nothing special.. Else think I can just drop dead..

Its like as if my phone is so afraid of me, when by my side, its like so silent even silent mode is not on.. So sad....

Especially you Mr Bee.. No call or SMS when my phone is with me.. wahHAhaHAha..
Wanna argu with me ma..

Call me when you see this entry to prove me wrong ok.. loL..

*pst: if its pass mid-night when you start reading my blog, you can just text me la, don't wake me up from my beauty sleep.. lOl..


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Interesting

Wow, can't believe that there's actually audience for my blog.. lOl.. I thought its just something like dump at a corner and no one reads it.. lalala..

Anyway, I'll start here..

Saw this lady carry an authentic LV bag, well to the least it looks authentic to me.. Even if it isn't real, well at least an imitation.. And now imagine, a mickey mouse doll ihanging on the bag.. Goodness, imagine spoiled.. Hahaha, such an elegant nice looking bag, with a doll.. So interesing..

Today finally can sleep early.. Was like rushing all the TMAs until like donkey hours then have the chance to sleep.. 2 modules ended, now 2 more to come..

Jia you jia you..

Go go go...