How I wish

How I wish someone can come fetch me after school.. At least like got someone to accompany me home, chit chat around, so won't be so boring..

Last Tuesday it was pouring like SHIT after school.. Cats and Dogs and even mouse.. Haha.. WIth umbrella, still half wet.. Its cold like hell too.. Shiver all the way home, its much warmer staying in an air-condition room then staying outside..

After class, we went to discussing our TMAs.. Like who to do what and when to hand it in.. After which we was dismiss and everyone was like saying, "Oh my BF come fetch me home."
Hmm, so xian mu them.. When can I say my BF come fetch me home ah.. lOl
Not that he no come la, but can he come more like willingly.. More like he initiate come fetch me and not I ask for it.. Like he will say "Hey later 10pm meet you in school fetch you home" that kind of thing.. And not like "What time end school, want me fetch you ma".. This is more like telling me, "Please say no, cause I don't wan go down fetch you".. ard to make a decision.. So it is very SIAN~...

How I wish.. If only he can be more initiative and auto.. But sad to say.. Some things are just too bad.. I only can eat sour grape liao.. Its like whole world the BF will fetch GF home, except mine..

I know. its kinda asking for too much cause he is studying.. So maybe I'll never get to say that phrase.. "Oh, my BF come fetch me".. Cause he really don't like coming down to SIM, its far and isolated, so not in the way.. And its kinda idiot to reach home, and to go out so far, and to fetch GF home when, she have legs of her own, who can go home by herself.. Its not as if she is an idiot, don't know her way home..

Too bad, no value added service.. Haha.. Just wish that someone, anyone, who can fetch me home.. Guy or girl, got car no car doesn't matter.. Haha.. I am sure asking for too much sia..

*sigh

Some weirdos

Don't understand.. I really don't understand..

She use to be with him..
She say he sux..
She say he is a very lousy guy..
She say he is a "LAN ren"..
She somehow convince us that he really stinks and sux big time..

But now she is crawling back to him.. WTH.

As friends of hers, we are glad that such lousy guy had choosen to leave her, so she can have a better catch in the future.. Thus we kept reminding her not to be so nice to that guy, leave him for good.. Initially, she also agreed.. But now, she went back sticking to him.. But they are not together yet..
Call me bias or whatever, but I really feel he sux.. From the way she tell me how he treated her last time, I almost don't see any nice side of him at all.. I did ask her about his nice side, its just like those simple very very basic, a normal guy will treat any girl.. Nothing special at all.. Nothing..

He is like petty, always think that people black face and don't like him.. Wahahaha, well can't we be born with a black face.. But the don't like him part is so true, cause his ex-gf somehow convince us, and from his action.. Its like action speaks louder then words.. I see how he treated her, and no any guys I know have ever done that.. Just so PETTY can.. So petty..
And now she is telling us not to be so prejudice and bias towards him..
How can man.. You gave us this first impression and we see it by our own eyes.. Plus somemore, he did nothing to change the impression we have of him.. So just too bad la..

Now she choose to go to his side, waiting for this one fine day that he will as for a patch.. But I think its like NEVER.. Even if he does, its not out of pure love he patches with her.. So she is going to wait for him forever? Blindly waiting, and misses all the other chances..
What she says never matches what she does..

I'm just so utterly disappointed with her.. Told her you have to be strong and move on.. She nearly made it.. But I don't know what the hell she is doing.. And that guy also.. It is so darn obvious she cant get over him.. Why does he still like give her slightly little tiny weeney hope..

Anyway, it takes 2 hands to clap.. Just give up on her la.. Not worth it to care so much for this kind of people.. It will just upsad me only.. And makes me feel like an idiot/ jackass..
Well, just give up on her and forget about it.. Cause of him, she aeroplane don't know how many times and not a single apologies..
(*PS: I'm a petty girl too.. loL.. Mr Bee know best)

She don't contact me, I will not contact her.. Thats it..

Finally wireless

Finally I can connect wireless-ly using my lappy.. Hahaha, thanks to Mr Bee.. He gave me his wireless router and help me with the connection.. I should feel happy right ?!? But apparently I'm not.. I somehow feels guilty, apologetic, useless and bad about it..

So sorry that I have to trouble you with the set up of the router, trust me, you are the last one I will ever trouble to do anything.. I've tried setting up, really.. Asked around, called the help line (but they refuse to help me).. I know you tried first time and it don't work, but that time we didn't call the help line.. And its because the router is registered under your name, you are the first user, that's why they refuse to help me.. Not that I don't want to fake as you, but I'm afraid that thet have your profile at their side, cause you had register your router with them when you purchase it. and while checking my identity, they had your profile as reference.. But I should have just fake it then ask you to come help me.. Maybe should have just bought a wireless modem instead.. But its just that, since it can be use then don't waste money ma..

Cause its like since you send me home, then can sun bian help ma.. But its like a hassel to you.. I know you don't like.. But but.. Sigh.. Don't wanna say anything much.. I'm just plain plain useless..

But I don't understand, I'm your GF, why you don't want to help me.. You got help la, after I asked and you came like as if I put a parang on your neck, forcing you like that.. Last time you won't like this de.. Is it personality changes as the weather change?!? Or is it the favours I can asked from you had all been used up?!? I really hope this is the last time I'll ever ask help from you again.. I'll constantly remind myself about this.. So don't worry, I'll not bother you with anything, be it big or small matters.. Ok..
Happy =) ... Great..

Anyway, thanks for your help.. Else purchasing a laptop will be like the following equation :
( Buy lappy = waste money + waste time + waste effort)

haha, at least now can surf net le la.. Thanks alot..

Really thanks...





But shit, why I'm feeling very bad and guilty about it.. I'm just so useless la.. Told myself have to be independent, not to rely on you, yet I still ask help from you.. Kinda "Orbi" that I will feel this way.. Punishment for not able to keep what I say.. Really is "Orbi good x 10 times".

But then seriously, if I don't ask help from you, then you want me to turn to who? If I don't depend on you then I depend on who?
Quoted from a magazine " why does a girl need that guy if she cant depend on him. And if she is to get so independent, then there's no need to have a BF, cause she don't need anyone to depend on. " Well well, I cant help but agree to it.. What are your say..
Or ultimately you want me to find another shoulder that I can lean on? Haha, too bad, my market is very bad.. So that can never happen.. But I also won't do such thing, that will just be too sluty of me.. Well well, I'll just get over-stressed, unhappy and vexed then fall and drop dead.. This will ultimaley the best choice of all.. So I will can be your loyal GF, always stand by you till the last breath I have.. Haha, seems to get abit too carried away..

*Sigh*

What the hell man... Someone please tell me..
Haix... Getting something done, but I'm not happy at all..

So conclusion......

Buy lappy = Trouble + sickening + guilt..

Should just drop dead and die, so I won't waste the oxygen on earth.. Damm it !!!!!

Detached from the world

I'm such a blur cock..

When I reached office this morning, I realise I didn't bring my HP out.. Feel so lonely, so detached, so weird, yet very quite..

Its always like, when you didn't bring your phone out, the whole world will be calling you.. If your phone is by your side, no one will find you.. Especially my GM, when I don't bring HP, she will sms me.. Flip, this is the 2nd time le.. Lucky nothing special.. Else think I can just drop dead..

Its like as if my phone is so afraid of me, when by my side, its like so silent even silent mode is not on.. So sad....

Especially you Mr Bee.. No call or SMS when my phone is with me.. wahHAhaHAha..
Wanna argu with me ma..

Call me when you see this entry to prove me wrong ok.. loL..

*pst: if its pass mid-night when you start reading my blog, you can just text me la, don't wake me up from my beauty sleep.. lOl..


=p

Interesting

Wow, can't believe that there's actually audience for my blog.. lOl.. I thought its just something like dump at a corner and no one reads it.. lalala..

Anyway, I'll start here..

Saw this lady carry an authentic LV bag, well to the least it looks authentic to me.. Even if it isn't real, well at least an imitation.. And now imagine, a mickey mouse doll ihanging on the bag.. Goodness, imagine spoiled.. Hahaha, such an elegant nice looking bag, with a doll.. So interesing..

Today finally can sleep early.. Was like rushing all the TMAs until like donkey hours then have the chance to sleep.. 2 modules ended, now 2 more to come..

Jia you jia you..

Go go go...

Finally

FINALLY, i feel my computer.. I feel the keyboard.. I feel the mouse.. Its just damm good to have my computer back..
It walk out of me when I needed it the most.. When I'm trying to meet my deadlines, it broke down.. That time is really God Bless sia.. But lucky, I hit part of my deadline le.. "Computer, please don't walk out of me again".

Because of this, I have the urge to own a lappy.. At least I can bring it around me.. Like to the library and blah blah blah..

Its been a very busy week for me since last week.. This week it will just get worst.. Too busy for anything, that includes getting sick.. And its always at this point of time, I will be sick.. God damm it..
Of all things, I caught a running nose, flu, block nose, headache and cough.. Shitty, why can't I just catch some cash leh, $D or TOTO also can.. lOL, but I can't take MC.. Got alot of office inventory stuff to settle, projects to settle.. Damm feel like dying man.. I'm such a good worker, go to work even I'm sick.. (So BHB sia me..lOl)

Really need to have a good rest after my projects and so on.. But schedul seems to be pack until November, after my exams.. *sigh*

I just want a short little break..

Really dread growing up...

Culprit

If there must be a culprit, that would be me..

The culprit to my own breakup..

So for all the treatment I received is I earn it for myself.. But I don't understand why can't you just accept me for who I am.. I've tried real hard in waking up early, but apparently its not in my genes.. I know if I set the time, I should be on time, but its because I don't dare to set a time that is late, afraid that I might displease you.. I told myself I have to be on time, but just can't make it..
All these are just excuses for me, thats all I can say.. Its all because I didn't try hard enough.. I've already wake up so early every morning, just wanna slack a little bit more during weekends, but apparently things don't turn out your way.. NS really can change someone.. *clap*

If you say you no longer have expection or rather trust I would say.. No longer trust that I can get something done (ok la, is I orbi, I know).. But I've also been disappointed.. No longer have faith.. Its because you let me feel that YOU cant be bothered with ME.. And now you are telling me I'm the culprit..
*freaked out*
Shock of my life..

Now I can finally understand what is "Zhi zhuo zhi shou".. Not blaming you.. But now I think, since we no longer have faith in each other, plus you cant be bothered with me and maybe, don't wan see my face.. So whats the point in holding on? Holding on to the past, or you think if end like this is a total waste of time?
Parting is awful, but the past will always be beautiful.. You will always stand a special place in my heart.. I hope me too =x (asking for too much sia me..)

*Flip* I majiam acting out what is going to happen man.. Really is the director to my own flim.. wahAhahHa, total rubbish..

But I need time to sort it out, need to think..
But....but, I think here think there, my mind is just in blank, whats there to think leh..
Cant be bothered means cant be bothered what, I think until my brain burst liao, he also cant be bothered..
Just too bad.. My emotion cant be balance means cant be balance..
"Nu ren xu yao hong de" so when cant be bothered, he wont even care to hong me even if I emotionally unbalance..
When I'm pissed, though you reason out liao, I've registered the pissed for pass 2 days.. Not say a sentence, then the pissed will be gone de.. Need to hong de you know.. Well, guess you will never know.. I can't throw temper, cause I scared you will angry.. But somehow I still did it.. Told myself not to.. But...Guess my patient is running out..

Think what I need to do now is to stay strong, focus and get mentally prepared..

This time round I don't wanna be the bad guy, cause I dont wanna go hell.. whAhahHaA.. =x *bloody asshole sia me*
I really dont know what to do..What to say.. What to act.. I dont feel special anymore..
Maybe we took each other for granted, for too long..

Do we need time to cool down, to seperate ?!? Flip, I don't know.. If it is.. I will need alot of time..

Time is the best remedy... I need more time..

If you happen to see this post.. You tell me, is this gonna happen.. ?!?

I'll let you decide..

why bother when no one cares

Hmm, let me see, when is the last time I blog.. Haha.. Well, nothing much lately, just that got kinda sick..

Somehow or rather, my eye had this infectiouse little pimple last week.. Went to see doctor, and she prescribe some antibiotics for me to consume, cause my eye was like swollen.. I look abit like spongebob then.. loL..
But its only a day after I consume the anitbiotics and I start having rashes.. So I went back to the doctor again thinking that I have some skin sensitive problem, but she told me that its cause I'm allergy to the medication she had given me earlier on.. Another type of anitibotics is prescribed to me, btu apparently it has not much of a help in calming down my swollen eye.. Cause I still have the spongebob eye and to make things worst, the pimple started growing..

I just look so monstrous and alienic for the pass few days until I "buey ta han" liao.. So I went to the doctor again, this time with a slightly bigger then green bean size pimple dangling on my eye lid yesterday.. (Disgusting right)..
So off I went to have it cut off.. Doctor say she will perform a little minor surgery on my eye to get that "green bean" out.. Nonetheless.. the process is PAINFUL..
First she has to inject medication into my eye lid to numb it, then she start digging the pimple out.. Till now there is this so call blue black mark on my eye lid due to the injection.. Just 1 word to discribe, PAINFUL.
So since yesterday night, my right eye looks totally so hideous after I remove the cotton bandage.. Bandgae is so bloody and YeEwWw... Disgusting..

Today I had a right eye that looks exactly like spongebob's eye.. But I still went office to clear a little stuff in the morning.. (responsible right).. wahAhaA, but its like a monster walking down orchard road.. Bth myself..

Now sad thing is, when my eye is in this state, Mr Bee is not with me at all.. I know he got school orientation, and he is just so freaking busy till he doesn't really have time to care about me.. The only time he sms me or call me is cause he want me to help him do something.. Should be glad right, at least he still knows my existence.. *flip*
But ever since poly graduate, whenever I'm sick he is no longer there for me.. Ya la, have to learnt to be independent, but when I'm sick, can hardly do that you know.. No matter how strong I am, I still wish someone can be there.. But just too bad so sad.. As people always say, "kao bei ren hai bu ru kao zhi ji". Cant rely on him anymore.. Just feel so sad when I finish my so call "operation yesterday.. Cause I cant wear spects and have to press on my wound, I cant really see well in the dark, due to my serious myopia.. Lucky clinic is just nearby, so I just slowly walk back home.. But it just feel so sad.. And if I don't sms him or tell him, he also dont know.. True enough, I made this last minute decision myself of going to the doctor, but he was just so busy the whole day till he also no sms me and ask about my condition.. He only say previously, "if don't feel well go see a doctor k". But what I need is someone to accompany me.. Haha, come to think about it, I'm old enough liao la.. Its my eye not his eye, pain is me not him also what, he come also no use..

But too bad, I can't help but feel pissed of.. Say me unreasonable, petty, fa xiao jie pi qi, anything you like.. Just too bad.. I'm bloody PISSED.. Guess I pissed him off yesterday too.. Cause.. "I'm in orientation,can't help it, busy.. Not I don't want accompany you.." Can't help it.. Can't help it.. Have enough of can't help it (not only from him la), but just had enough.. But if he were to ask me, "What you want me to do then !!", haha, I also don't know.. Just give me a wack and let me faint ba.. faint liao don't need think, won't feel pissed and can have a really good sleep leh.. loL.. Tried to make things better by sms-ing him n so on, but just feel so bloody hell.. loL

Till now, no sms, no call to ask about how I am liao.. Is either he lost his phone, phone low batt or he jus too busy pao mei mei (ok la, busy with orientation).. No news is no news.. Is its really that busy, When wake up can't sms? A little sentence of " how's your eye? Sorry gonna be busy whole day, rest well k." Though see this liao also will pissed off la, but at least shows he cares.. Now is what.. They confiscated his phone? Or some thief came by and stole his phone..
Bo Xim lo, still got what.. Say liao, he can't be bothered with me anymore.. From all aspect, my point of view and so on.. Don't know, maybe I'm asking for too much.. Don't ask me what, cause its just alot.. And from his point of view, I know I'm asking for too much.. Since he can't be bothered, so why do I care..
Mr Bee, I really really from the bottom of my heart feels that you cant be bothered with me..

Is it because we are together for too long that you take me for granted or what? Maybe you don't feel it ba.. Maybe you see my face too long you feel sick also.. Afterall, I seems to be the only girl you see for the past few years, I should be contented.. Well, maybe its time for you to see other girls too le.. Like what you always say, we are from two different world, what you want and what I want is different.

I should stay focus on what I want and not on barbie doll fairy tales anymore, cause this doesn't happen in real world..Maybe... Dreamland... Talk about dreamland, its time for bed le.. Hope I can find my "prince" that will dote on me, care, concern and treat me like a princess inside.. Am I asking for too much ?!? Haha, but in my dreams ma, I am the writer to my life.. I have the power and control.. wahAhahAHa.. As people always says, Nan ren kao de zhu, mu zhu hui shang shu..

Well, just came up here to whine.. Don't feel like talking to anyone, cause I have to be strong, be independent.. No one cares, so why should I bother..

I'm just a little girl that is being neglected at one tiny little coner of this world.. All I need is time to be strong and stand up again on my own.. Shit man, so how long will that be..

*sigh*

Life SUX~!!! Everything SUX to the core to the everything...

Whatever~

exam day

Today it the long awaited exam I had.. Well, how do I put it..

First I was late for exam..
Second, I nearly fainted on the spot when I see my papers..
Third, I was still half asleep when I'm in the examination hall..

So to summarize, I this time confirm fail.. Sigh..


After that went Bugis with Bee.. Long time no shop whole day till drop with him le..
At night we went to Esplanade for fireworks, but the sky played a joke on us.. We waited till like 7.30pm ans it started raining.. As the fireworks starts at 8pm, we continue to wait.. And guess what, it started to rain heavily when its near to 8pm.. So shitty..
So its like watching the fireworks in the rain.. Hmm, something new.. lOL

So shag and tired.. Well, think I everyday also shag and tired.. Haha.. Overall, a happy day la.. Though my exam sux..

Go bed lo...

Orientation

Today's is my orientation.. I feel so lonely, go there alone.. Haha.. But stayed for awhile and went off le..

Before I go off, I went to collect my course materials.. Its FARKING HEAVY, and I have to drag all 6 book back to Serangoon.. Initially have the thought of bring them along to meet egg and hui in orchard.. But its just too heavy le.. And no guys pop out to help me.. WahAHahAHahA.. Carry until both my hand shiver.. Its just so farking heavy la.. Till now its still shivering lo..

After dumping those books at home, I went off to meet egg and hui.. Need to pass egg the little perssie that we bought for her in Taiwan.. Was so careless man, took hui's shoe home, and she brought mine home.. Haha, didnt check properly while packing lauggage in hotel sia.. Hui says she gonna wack me if her shoe is being expanded.. lOl, but I didn't.. I help to comfy her shoes leh.. =p

So got the urge for food in chomp chomp.. Those local delights.. I still prefer Chomp Chomp then Newton.. I just miss Stingray, Sotong, Lala, Satay, Chicken Wing, Porridge, Oyster.. Blah Blah bLah.. Cravings~~

Drooling liao.. lOL.. still feeling hungry man, though I just had a bowl of fishball bee hoon.. I just so want food from chomp chomp.. Hahaha..

Drool~

toothache

Today went back to work.. Feeling so lethargic.. No mood work.. Just so sian ah.. lOl..

But worst of all is my tooth hurts.. I wonder is it cause I too heaty or is it cause of my wisdom tooth.. Just so sian la.. Please don't let it be my wisdom tooth, cause I got no courage to visit the dentist.. Think I will pee my pants if they want to remove my wisdom tooth man..

I pray.. I pray..

*shiver*

Back from Taiwan

Back from my Taiwan trip.. Was feeling very tired, just feel like sleeping and do nothing. But come to think about it, all I did today was sleep and did nothing already, yet I'm still very tired..

Starting work tomorrow le, feeling abit sian ah.. Cause got alot of things to do and face.. Just feel so much to go into hiding..

Taiwan is a very interesting place.. Alot of night market for you to hang out at night, unlike Singapore, no night market de.. I miss the night market, the food and the shopping..
People at the shopping mall is just so SUPER friendly.. So friendly until I feel bad if I don't buy them.. But as I'm broke like hell, so i feel damm paiseh when they bow to me saying " xie xie guang lin". Its not only those that we patronize say that to us, its all the staff in the shopping mall saying thaty to us when we walk pass them.. So paiseh.. Didn't expierence this kind of service in Singapore before sia..

This really is a very " da kai yan jie" de trip.. Would sure go back to Taipei again.. I wanna explore all the asia country.. Next destination will be Ho Chih Min..

Have to save up le.. No more shopping for the next few month.. Gotta concentrate on studying and working le..

Sian leh. tomorrow working.. Then follow by orientation on the weekend, and exam on the following week.. Just so super busy.. Can I just stay in Taiwan and don't come back.. Haha, just so don't feel like facing all this things.. But well, life still have to goes on.. This is just my so so sucky.. Sickening..

course package

Finally received my course package..

Really is start studying liao..
Read forums, saying that uniSIM sux, kinda worried.. Hope everything will get better and falls in place.. Have to start studying for my exam liao..


Worried...

sIanx

Totally give up on her.. Confirm latest hobby is fly kite liao.. sIan... Don't want mention about her anymore.. Give up.. Heck care..

Anyway, after paying school fees, somehow can feel the study thing is coming real soon i'm so scared..
Haven start school, but there is an exam coming.. Its on the 19th July.. So nervous..
Have to pass in order to be waive off the effective communication.. But I got so freaked out when I see the specimen paper.. Oh My God..

*pray*

Confirmation from SIM

Received an email from uniSIM this morning, stating that they had confirmed me into the July intake.. Which is like next month I'll start studying le.. So not mentally prepared sia.. Cause initially they told me that I will receive final confirmation letter end May, else I will be in the January intake.. Called over like last Friday, they told me I'm most probably in the Jan 09 intake.. Now I suddenly become July 08 intake.. Haha.. Messed up.. Have to settle the payment by end of this month, else I'll be withdrawn.. Busy busy busy.. Should I be happy ?!?

Its like before I go overseas, so many things to be done.. Have to go down uniSim alone sia.. No one is free to accompany me.. Bee is busy with his NDP... Is there any kind soul who is willing to accompany me down.. lOl

Is there... any... kind... soul... out... there~~

Finally~~

I got 2 Finally today..

1st : Finally... I got back my beloved phone..
Haha, was feeling so detached from the world without my phone.. Though I got spare phone, but I don't really know how to use it, and I don't like it.. Cause it the "not so" user frienly Nokia phone.. Well, thats only my point of view.. Anyway, my beloved phone also sux la.. Bought it for not even a year, service 2 times liao.. Cannot make it..

2nd : Finally... I get to eat my favourite porridge.. 田鸡粥
It still taste as nice as ever.. *yummy*..

As Bee have the NDP thing today, I doubt he can meet me.. So after my dinner, I went to Esplanade and find him instead (anyway, its because I'm just nearby).. By the time I reached Esplanade, I'm just in time for the Fireworks.. It still looks so nice, even though Bee is not by my side watching it with me this time round.. lOl..
Bought drink for Bee and met up with him for a few minutes.. Told him that I will wait till he is off.. As he wasn't sure about the timing, he rather I go home first then to loiter alone around Esplande waiting for him.. But being such a nice girlfriend, I didn't listen to him, instead I sat along the river side and wait for him.. I waited for about 2hrs+ before he is freed.. Lucky he is freed early, else I also don't know what time I'll wait till..
I'm such a nice girlfriend.. lOl.. I'm just so 老黄卖瓜，自卖自夸。。。
(actually is cause I'm lazy and don't wish to walk to the station and take train home alone, so I just sat there and wait.. =p)

While waiting, I also don't know why.. Suddenly there seems to be alot of smokers around me.. And I'm like covered in smoke.. Cannot take it.. I kept changing place.. But it seems to be that where ever I go, the smoke will just follow me around.. pek ceck..
Looking at my watch, its 1015, the smoke and smokers just pissed me off.. So I've decided to give up waiting and was dragging myself to the station.. At this moment of time, Bee called me and said he can go off.. *Hurray* I was so happy at that moment man.. Cause I didn't waited in vain.. Yippie.. I'm just so nice lar.. lOl

After reaching home, I went out with my brother to collect something from Bee.. Lucky my brother fetch me over, else I also don't know how Bee is going to go about it (was helping him to get something done smoothly)..
Its cool being a passenger on a bike.. I don't understand why my brother GF don't like, and don't wanna try.. Haha.. I'm the only girl he had as passenger sia.. So honoured.. lOl
On our way home, he went to pump petrol.. Was thinking of paying for his petrol, as I troubled him to bring me out in the night, but I forget to bring wallet.. Lucky I didn't say that I'll pay, else it will be so ma lu.. No wallet then talk big, haha.. Next time ba, I'll sure pay at least once for his petrol.. Cause I can foresee myself asking him to fetch me every now and then.. WahAhahHAhaHAa.. *evil*


Lalalala, Conclusion for the day, I'm such a nice and BHB gf.. wahAHahHAha..

Latest News of biscuit

When is the last time I actually blog, all so mouldy now..
Cause got a "visitor" visiting my blog, so now I'm updating after such a long period of time.. Hahaha

Kk, so basically, I've grown fat.. Didn't slim down at all.. Just so Shi Bai..
Don't believe?!? I have examples..

I sprain my toes few months ago, how and why I really don't know.. But got it fixed at around end of last month.. But somehow the genius me sprain it again.. Damm cool right.. Cause I'm too fat liao, feetcant take my weight, that's why.. My poor little toe.. lOl~
I'll just roll around in the future la.. Maybe will get slim with the rolling effects.. *grinx*

Went to fix both my poor little toe just now.. Again.. haha, can't escape being told off..
Have to start exercising le.. Any kind soul out there willing to accompany me?!? But I super lazy to go over, so kind soul can you come over to my side.. Haha, I'm such an idiot..

Hungry hungry.. Go cook soup and drink..

I'm getting rounder and rounder.. Hopeless... Gone case.. Haha, don't care la..

Looking forward to my date with the frog porridge tomorrow..

*drool*

Its New Year

Been rather busy, or you can also say lazy, these few days.. Hmm, let me summarize them up..

New Year Eve - Went to my uncle house for reunion lunch in the afternoon and went home for the last touch up for spring cleaning.. Didn't went out for count down this year as I wanna be a good girl.. Wahahahaha

Chinese New Year 2008 :

Day 1 - Went to bai nian in the morning with a flu.. Don't know how I actually got it when I stay at home the night before sia.. Went home in the afternoon, ate medication and off I went to sleep.. Then at night eat steam boat with my family.. But my flu did not get any better...

Day 2 - I still have my flu but it wasn't as serious as day 1.. Went to my aunt house for dinner.. All the young kids have grown up le.. aRghx, I'm old liao..

Day 3 - Steamboat again.. Hahahaha.. At Jacky house, then go k-ing until late late..

Day 4 - Went out walk walk and have dinner with Bee and his friends..

Day 5 - Did nothing much, go to Bee's house and Bai Nian..

Day 6 - Hmm, which is today.. Went to Sentosa with Bee to see the asia flower exhibition.. There are alot of nice and pretty flowers that I had not seen before in real.. And there are also alot of "RUDE" people down there.. aRghx, don't wanna mention their race, but somehow you all know la..
Later going lao "yu sheng".. This year must Huat ah..

Everyone.. Huat together ok.. =p

Hope I can get slimmer, prettier, healthier and richer.. buaHAhaha.. Tio 4D tio TOTO.. loL

Been eating little this new year.. No appetite for anything sia.. Didn't eat much new year goodies too.. And my stomach problem is back.. So shitty sia..

Flip..

What The Shit

Sian, finally can rest liao, I really is "REST"..

Must be caught in the rain when I go Malaysia on Friday.. So Idiot, fall sick... #$^*&*(&^$#

Thought can go Joanne de birthday, end up really can't make it.. So sorry Joanne..

aH, New Year is around the corner liao.. Better get well asap ah..

Sick sick sick...

Damm it... Now MC cannot claim le.. Expensive leh...

1st day

Yawnx... Today is the first day I'm jobless..

Went in Malaysia with Ant today.. Went shopping and just walk walk around..
Happily bought a shoe from Everlast, but when I come home, my brother say he can get staff purcahse for me.. Oh my, why didn't he tell me earlier.. Feel like strunggling him.. aRhx~~

Ever since the fish and chip from Swensen I ate this afternoon, till now I still don't have any appitite for anything.. Weirds.. But I'm worn out.. Damm tired..

Yawnx...


Go zZz liao..

My thoughts...

If you have prejudice against someone, what ever that person say or do will never be right.. Even if that person is concern about you, you will also feel that he/she has ulterior motive behind.. Maybe its just a casual remarks, a normal greeting.. You will also feel that she is "stabbing" you..

Well this also applies if you treat a person too too good.. What ever that person do you will never feel its wrong even it is..

We should always apply balance.. Falling on either of the cathogory is inbalance..

So we should never hold grudges, must learn to let go then life will be happier and there won't be such a heavy load in our hearts.. Right?!?

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Must be thinking what happen to me that makes me think so much right..

wahAHahAHha, I not so pro la, its my Yoga teacher say de..

But I feel that its kinda true.. Cause I do see it in real life before.. Hahaha, but as we grow old, our metality should mature too right.. But I will always be young at heart.. loL..


Young at heat... Young at heart...

My "BIG" day

Been so lazy the pass few days, thus no update..

I'm such a lazy bump..

Bee go out field camp, due to the bad reception, he can't call me.. Thus causing me to have nightmares everynight.. BuhaHahahaha.. Bee Bee, see its your fault that i look like panda now.. =x

This morning I feel so so bad.. Cause I step a lady, and I'm wearing heels.. Oh my god.. I didn't do it on purpose, I swear~ The train suddenly jerk, and I step backwards so as to balance myself.. And it happen.. I know the feeling, its real pain...
Hmmm, but if I were to step on a guy, think I won't be feeling so bad le.. =x wahAHhaA, hope that lady de feet is ok.. I'm so so very sorry..

And... Ya, few days ago, while walking to office, I saw this very nice guy (but is uncle la).. He saw his female colleague infront of him and he call out to her.. Seeing her carrying a laptop, he said...

Guy : Hey Good Morning.. May I have that bag of your please..
Lady : oh its ok, you have a bag yourself too.. ( that guy is also carrying a laptop)
Guy : Come on.. I insist.. Thats what a guy should do ain't it ?!?
Lay : oh well, thanks..

Oh My~ .. Gentleman are like on extinction liao.. So rare.. Hey guys, must jia you ah, else gentlemen will extinct le you know.. Hahahahhahahaha


And guess what.. FINALLY the day I'm waiting for has reached..

Today is my "BIG" day..

my ORD day..

Finally can slack liao.. But think that is after I've done my spring cleaning and new year preparation, blah blah blah.. Oh my, theres just so much to do..

Hee Hee.. Bee don't be jealous k, I ORD first.. Blink blink only time flies.. Very fast will be your turn le.. =) Jia you~~

See news paper, Jetstar is having promo on the Taipei airticket now.. Better purchase it before its over.. Must Chiong ah...

Must grab the good deal before its gone..........

tomorrow.. tomorrow.. everything wait till tomorrow.. as I will be a free bird after 6pm later..


=p

outting day

Today is our outting day.. Its a re-treat, so we got whole day off to enjoy ourselves, to relax and take a break from work..

So I suggested to go Zoo.. Haha, first time go zoo with my colleagues.. It was a bright sunny day, and we sure have lots of funs.. After exploring the zoo, we went back to AMK hub and eat our late late lunch.. Cause eating in the Zoo is really expensive..
Went to the Sumo resturant, food not bad and its cheap... Yum Yum...

After which, we went walking around and its dismissal time, some of them went back and we continue our journey to Chinatown.. Initially wanted to have a karaok session, but it was too expensive..Thus we went walking around Chinatown.. But it was already flooded with people everywhere.. Really is "people mountain people sea" ah..

At the very last minute, I phone Ah Hui, asking her if she want to walk around Chinatown as the night market is now open.. She say "OK ah" with a second thought, and that is FOOD.. Haha.. Her only concern is not a big task, as food can be found easily once you reach Chinatown during this sesson.. She agreed to meet me, even though its just about an hour.. So touched~ muAhahAha..
So I waited for her while the rest continue their k-ing journey to Jurong.. lOl, its too far for me le.. And I told my Mum I will be home before 12am.. I'm a good girl you see.. Wahahahaha

So I waited and waited.. To my surprise, Ah Hui took a cab down to meet me.. Haha, "I love your girl" .. But during the waiting process, a sudden headache strike me.. Think is cause today under BIG sun whole day thats why..

We walked for less then hour, anf head for the last train.. Didn't really finish exploring the night market, but its ok la.. Cause we will be back.. = )

Yawnx... time for bed..

Photos will be uploaded, once Lai Peng, Joanne, Samantha, Joanna and Karen pass me the photos..

Hee Hee Hee...

stomach pain

Oh My God

Nearly die in office today...

I'm glad that I'm home..

At least can die on my bed with my beloved teddies... Hahahaha~!!!!


So excited..

Freedom is coming..

What ending is this

Today aniticpatingly went home for the last episode og "Huang Jin Lu".. A channel 8 drama..

TMD, the ending is like WTH..
Kaijie kana kill by a robber and Jin Long sucide.. There's nothing about Kaida after he cut his wrist.. According to the mediacorp webby, Lin Fei will die shielding Jin Long from a bullet Kai Jie fire, and she request no to die in Kai Jie arms.. Thus Jin Long carry her on his back until her last breath..
And Jin Long gave up his chance of killing Kai Jie (this part did show), and surrender himself to the police.. Flip, ending totally different.. No say die de die, say die de no die.. Then webby also say Xiao Gu bring the metally recovering Kaida and open another shop, but ending did not mention anything about Kaida.. Flip~

Then why is there a webby for the show when everything in it write is like different from the actualy thing?? According to my dad " the actual purpose is to lure us to watch the show " Hahahaha.. Clever move.. They did it..


aRghx.. Why like this...

Flip~~

BWG..

Win liao..

Hahahahahahahahaha~~~

my phone

Yeah, finally, finally got back my phone le.. Sony Ericsson say this time round the key pad is stronger.. It better be strong and don't break again.. If not think I will break the phone this time round.. Haha

For those whome I didn't reply SMS, apologies.. Think the spare phone don't really like me, kept rejecting the SMS I send out.. Haha.. But well, no such problen le..

Yippie..


Yeah~

Yoga lesson

Yesterday was my Yoga lesson after like so long.. Because of my Bangkok trip, didn't went for lesson last week, of cause, Ms Ong didn't go too... Haha

My body nearly break into two after so long since I last stretch.. lOl, pain leh.. But I want my body to be fleible.. Must train real hard for it.. And hopefully can slim down at the same time la.. Haha.. But the moves are like those I learn from Primary school during my dance lesson..
Chinese Dance = Yoga ?!?

This morning wake up, still not that bad, but muscel got like ach ach abit.. Must jia you...

I want my 2008 to be fruitful...

Tired

Been like walking zombie nowadays.. Shag and tired and shag.. But until night time I don't wanna sleep.. Like idiot right.. Wahahaha..

But today, I have to bed early le.. Cause I can even fall asleep while eating my dinner..

Pig Pig..


Counting down to ORD 15 days...

Back from Bangkok

Been back from Bangkok since Saturday, but just too lazy to update.. Haha.. Was very tired ever since the plane touch down Singapore.. Till now I'm still tired.. Haha

So the days in Bangkok was, shopping, shopping and shopping.. Really is shop till you drop.. Been walking around with Joanne and Lai Peng (my room mates).. 1st night after touch down, we rush back to hotel room, and off we went to Suan Lum Night market and start shopping.. Its all about whole sale and bargain.. The more you buy, the cheaper the price will be.. But must also see your Bargain skills la.. Haha, maybe bring my mum go, can bargain more.. =p

2nd day, we woke up damm early in the morning, after breakfast and chiong to Chinatown.. After which we took a "tuk tuk" and headed for Bo Bae market.. Its my first time there, Joanne had suggested the place.. Its good shopping over there.. Afround afternoon time, we went MBK for lunch.. Guess what we ate.. Macdonal.. lOl.. The menu there is different from ours, they had pork burgers.. Than after shopping around at MBK, we went back to hotel to "unload" our stuff.. Yeah, its too heavy to carry big bags around.. *bleahx* simply bought too much..
After unloading, we went to Platinium shopping complex.. Its a whole sale shopping complex.. So there we go, off shopping again.. Night time falls without realising.. But of cause, our feet had started protesting le.. Guess we over-worked them.. lOl..
So off we went to A&W for dinner.. Yum Yum.. Then again, same thing, go back to hotel and unload our goods.. Wahahaha.. And out we went to MBK again..
But 2nd night we went back hotel quite early, and doze off quite early for next day we need to fly off veary early, and want to do the very last minute shopping..

Last day, went to Chinatown in the morning to eat bird nest than back to pratunium whole sale market and Siam Square.. Of cause I bought alot of things, but as compared to pass 2 days, its consider little..

My luggage was not even a quarter full when flying over.. But when coming back that time, it was freaking full and plus a hand carry bag.. lOl..

Overall, its a nice expirence going over with collegue.. Shop and shop.. Haha..

Looking forward to my next destination.. But I'm still planning...

Counting down... ORD days.. Yippie..

The day before Bangkok

Tomorrow go Bangkok le.. If you were to ask me "excited ma" .. Think my reply is, "hai hao ba".. My flight tomorrow is being delayed until 5pm+.. And my return time is like 2pm+ ?!? Liew, like this is go there for 1 and a half day.. Sian ah..

But what can I do.. Suck thumb lo.. Cheyx.. Dot Dot..

Next time go myself.. Play until I happy.. *humpx*

Dozing off soon liao.. But still haven pack bag.. Just like no mood to do so.. Hahaha, but still will drag myself to do it..


Well... Suck thumb.. = p

My 2008 1st blog

Haha, so long finally start blogging liao.. Just been super duper lazy..

Bee's been gone for field camp since Monday, and he will be back on Thursday, but I will be flying off to Bangkok le..
Bangkok again.. Just been there few months back only.. Seriously speaking, now go there don't know do what.. Think jus go over and help people buy things and sun bian see see got anything to buy not lor.. But this time round going with collegues =) , sure it will be fun.. Hehe..

Nowadays my right leg got alot of blue-black.. Wonder where it comes from.. Weird weird de.. Like everyday got 1.. I got an ugly leg.. Yucks..

As for my new year resolution, I still haven really come out with it.. Haha.. So ass sia me.. lOl


Counting down to my ORD days.. Haha..

23 more days to go..


Lalalalala...